God in my hoping, there in my dreaming.
God in my watching, God in my waiting.
God in my laughing, there in my weeping.
God in my hurting, God in my healing.
Be my everything.
I love the lyrics to this song as it reminds me of how God is standing with me as i journey through this life, i know at times he is carrying me, or holding my hand, or protecting me from things i cannot see or crying with me, or laughing with me.
Oh how He loves us, and wants to be everything to us. It is us who choose not to let Him into our days. I am at fault. I don't know why i think i can do it on my own and have the same results as when i bring my day before the Lord. Especially now with Kaitlyn and the precious age she is at where it seems like every 5 minutes there is some sort of correction needed (aka terrible 2's!). I feel so overwhelmed sometimes with how emotionally exhausting it is and there are times where a good scream outside sounds good to me! :) But as my wonderful friend encouraged me with the other day, the Lord gives wisdom to those who ask for it. That is something i need to rely on ALOT these days.
As i trudge through some of my days, i need to remember to invite God to be in everything that day, and to rely on His wisdom in raising my kids. I am so thankful for Him.